Friday, May 23, 2003this is really nice and romantic. if you have the time look at it. it is v nice. there are two. click here and here! to see. it is really v sweet. touching and everything. i luv it!
okay. drills test tomorrow. have to study for it. and polish boots and stuff like that. so sians!! gees. ponned maths remedial. i screamed at ms choo. damn irritated at her. i was like shouting. "i have tution!!" and walked away. argh!! i went for her remedial yesterday. she let ying hui off. why cant she let me off. then went to j8 to find my parents. then i was with my dad when i met two sec one unity gals. then i said hi. then they were saying something about me. i think. i only heard the word "straight". and when they turned behind and saw me walking behind them.. they were like shocked and when to hid behind a pillar. gawd. wonder what they were talking about mans. and for information. i am straight!!! i wna keep my hair long for grad. yeah. hmmm.. hope i look nice. if not then i'll cut back the hairstyle i have now. yeah. i lurve it. esp for this totally hot weather. diana asked me to tell her about what happened betwn bel and me. i just said "long story". i dont know. dont wna talk about it. just feels like i lost a lot of friends. pretty depressed again. i always feel extra in my "clique". if you call it one. haiz. now i am having second thoughts about going hcjc with sy. i dont know. i wna go. but i dont know. like sy ever asked me "will we ever end up like you and annabel?" i dont know. just hope our friendship lasts. i dont hate annabel or anything. i dont feel anything. now, even if she walks with me.sy.wc, i dont mind. maybe i just know i have no zi ge to be angry with her. cos i am not exactly a great friend either.
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